I Heard Lee's Full Of Shit

No real reason to post, just sorta felt like doing so. I blame - partly anyway - the new book I picked up today. Basically it reads like someone's extended blog...more to the point, similarly like my extended blog - if one existed in theory. Good motivation I suppose, and an excellent reason.

(BTW it's Chuck Klosterman - Killing Yourself To Live)

Actually to be honest, it reads like a hybrid of my blog, and what actually transpires in my mind on a daily basis....creepy, think I should track down the author for drinks, or to wear his skin like a suit. Or both, depends on how much time I had I suppose.

Had some thoughts come to me tonight - just moments ago in fact. Realized that I have a surprisingly large amount of self-confidence despite being totally obsessed with how I appear to others, and being completely preoccupied with how others view me. Odd....so, I'm the really confident guy how is a doormat. Fuck. Odd.

Also, I recommend the new Beck album, The Information. Very, very good. And I'm not even high right now listening to it...fuck, imagine if I was. Also, I have it in the headphones - the best way to enjoy music I find. You can hear all the little background nuances that make great albums great (combine 1/2 production with 1/2 genius).

Also, I predict Sexy Back by Justin Timberlake will be one of those songs we all enjoy in 2016 in an "ironic" way, which is merely to cover up the fact that we all secretly sincerely enjoy it and did so in 2006. Or maybe I'm just talking out my ass again...check back in 2016...provided "The" asteroid hasn't destroyed us before then.

Not sure what else to distract myself - or even you yourself sitting there at the computer - anymore, so I think I'll leave it at that.

Oh, going to be 27 in less than three weeks. Quite indifferent to it really. Been in a haze lately that it's hard to break from, and to be honest I don't think I want to. Mostly out of guilt to someone I'm crazy in love with I'll admit. I have recognized myself acting through the motions through the haze though, so there's always hope. Once things feel more resolved I think I'll be back...maybe just in time to turn the famous "27" (age at which rock stars like to die...interesting...topic of the Klosterman book actually, dead rocks stars that is...spooky). And maybe I'll be back just in time for the Young Offenders reunion to supposedly take place beginning of February.

That's right..hell must have froze over...it is really cold out...

Now I'm Audi