So....right now everything is moving by slowly and quickly....weird, I know, try living it haha. I'm so close to leaving - which includes all the work involved with having too leave, i.e. packing, driving my junk to New Brunswick, etc. - but I still feel as if I have so much time left here in Halifax, like the month is just moving so slowly.
Definitely been a crazy month so far....although I knew of everything that was to happen, it still swept me up when it happened...hard to think that things have ended up as they did - almost like I wasn't even in total control, which is crazy, I've never been more in control in my life before....I guess that's another contradiction you can chalk up to me. I am, if nothing else, as lame as it sounds (just because it'll sound like I'm quoting a Green Day song haha), a walking contradiction.
Having a weird feeling day, as I am today, has definitely brought it out I've noticed...today has been marked by if nothing else, my ability to be completely confident while still being completely insecure...and I'm pretty sure I drove one person a bit nuts with it haha...I think they let it go pretty well though...it's just an off day for me I suppose...
OK....try to sound less nuts already...ummm....I guess there's little else to say, my whole day has been taken up by this weird feeling...I think it has to do with the fact that after two straight weeks of constantly being around people, and occasionally stressing, that being back home by my lonesome for a week is making me act...well....odd. Too much time to think I guess...
Okie dokie...time to end this madness.....back to studying for my last exam....possibly the last ever at SMU....it's the end of an era.
Happy Easter.
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You missed a China Classic run the other day! We called you but you weren't home...
We should try and organize a mission before you go.
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