Tuesday, April 18, 2006

This Is Hardcore

OK...I was thinking that I'd just keep this on the down-low...and it still will be, but I'll allude to it....ok, so what am I going on about? Well, the day I had yesterday, that at first was quite literally one of the worst days of my life....seriously, I was down pretty low. Basically, my fault, I managed to hurt the one person in the world I'd never thought I would be capable of hurting, by some stupid comments I made while in a weird mood the day before. It's funny though, how bad I felt because of it, and I was the cause....I'm not going to get into a "who felt worse" competition (yikes, what a shitty competition that would be), but I managed to feel pretty damn low until it all just came out....and it was tense for a few moments then too, with everything up the air. I'll never give the details, but let me just say that yesterday turned out to be a really poignant day for both of us.

All is forgiven now, and as it would happen, we have new understanding of each other as a result....so, in this case, the bad brought out something really awesome-kinda like new growth after a forest fire...or, to be an economics nerd for a second, how a natural disaster can stimulate GDP growth through rebuilding haha.

I am glad that the one person who is beginning to know me better than anyone else ever has will still be around, and I'm sure they feel the same.

OK, enough of this sappy post...I just felt I had to mention something about it, as the past couple days are always going to be there as important ones in my life, I know this already....and anything that important, well, if I didn't post about that, then what the hell do I even has this thing for? Haha

Adios.

P.S. Although I never thought it would happen, I'm so down with the Broken Social Scene as of late....just took time to grow on me I guess.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm glad we got everything under control now. We've established the best friendship that I've honestly ever had in my life. Sometimes you need those downfalls to realize the precious things in life. The things that really matter.
Thanks again for being my best friend...

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