Still On The Journey

I appreciate all the well wishers...I love you people you're great. Too bad I'm a robot and it's wasted on me haha. Seriously though, I'm fine, or at least on the outside so don't worry about me....besides I now have Guitar Hero III to console me....played it so much today my fingers/wrist hurt...but it is fun, and I had at least three other people in here playing/watching, so it's great for starting a party.

I am fine though....seriously.....I'll just leave my ass and not feel it...it's an acquired trick but it works well once you master it.

Just because life doesn't give you what you want at the moment, doesn't mean it's all over with. I'm quite sure that this will reveal itself to have been all part of a bigger plan or purpose. Hell, to be honest, I've met some really awesome people the past few months who I could really be interested in (let's face it am...like in a harmless crush way though)...and maybe that's where it all lies? Who knows, I sure as fuck don't, as I've proven time and time again.

I'm trying to think of a song to leave....so far I think there are only two people who download the song from the blog, and I'm sure I know which two....ps you guys are awesome to play "blog" with....and interestingly enough, they are run the gamut of being in the same house as me, to being across the ocean....so in other words, the closest and farthest....the internet is fun.

I got it....click the link for Silversun Pickups - Lazy Eye.....I think one of you may have this song though based on my LastFM lurking.

And remember people...don't worry about me...one day it'll all work out and it'll seem as if the whole journey was for that reason...to learn and grow and be burned and feel like shit and pick your ass up and try it again....hell, that goes for all of you....it's not zen but it works.

Adios.