So.....Here's To Retardedness

Ha. I'm trying to type with my fingertip all torn up.....I played hard last night for sure.....tore some skin off my arm as well, oh well, I never do anything half-assed right? So I went all out last night. Unfortunately, the good times were not to last.

So, in reference to all that fucking ridiculousness last night-well, what else is there to say but it really blew. Unfortunately however, avoiding it from happening at all wasn't an option, so it had to be dealt with. I have been that stressed or pissed in a long time though. If anyone wants to know why I never go home anymore-you got your answer right there. I made a choice to avoid that stuff years ago, my last name might be Prall, but I have no desire to live like the stereotype everyone has of my family. I grew up dealing with that type of shit going on in my house as a kid, and I said then I would never allow it in mine...but at the same time, I recognize that it was gonna come out at some point, so, I guess I was happy to be here to moderate it, although I think it'll still go the way I don't want it to go regardless, but I can't protect everyone-or even myself, all the time. Time heals all wounds as they say, so time is my prescription......hopefully everyone can avoid each other until it blows over a little bit more.

Last night was definitely the night for sharing-even if it was painful at times......even I got pulled in a little bit, but I'm still gonna be tight-lipped about everything-as usual......sorry guys. Although as I say this, I pulled some people in as well on MSN, but they are the ones who keep me sane, and I needed it last night, and this morning, since everyone here was a little to messed up to trusted with everything last night.

All in all, it was quite the retirement party....but I think I put a few years on in stress last night because of it. Man, my fingertip hurts like hell.....and so does my back.....I passed out at 5:30AM watching tv on my cpu until everyone passed out....I just couldn't relax at all....my back paid the price though, gonna be a quiet night here for sure.

a bientot.