Conflicted

So I'm here this morning, dreading the usual sitting around for 8.5 hours killing my back, thinking I need something to get me excited about life again. Hopefully the promotion I applied for will pan out for me and things will begin to look up.

The problem is too, that while I wouldn't mind something new to happen on the relationship front to liven me up, I know for a fact that I still have to work through everything that happened with the last relationship, and it's just not a good idea to get involved with anyone right now.

There's my confliction in a nutshell. And with that, I need to go to the back-breaking chair I have at work...bringing the magic bag today however, so hopefully that can help somewhat.

Adios.