As The World Turns

Been an active job front...lost an opportunity in one case, had another pushed back to a further date, had my contract at work extended by a month, and got invited to an interview in Fredericton. All of this happened within five days or so. Been hectic like I said, but I'm glad things are happening and old opportunities are resolving themselves of their own volition.

As for the personal life, it's still heartbreakingly slow and despite my (or at least what I thought was) unlimited patience, I'm starting to freak out at the waiting and not knowing. It's no one else's fault though, because no matter how bad I feel about the situation, there is another person who feels infinitely worse than I do...poor consolation, but it keeps me from getting angry for no good reason at the situation as a whole.

Had some new drama surface lately pertaining to some real good friends of mine, and some issues they are having with eachother...mostly brought on by someone I've heard nothing but bad things about who seemed to just "show up" a few weeks ago. Whatever. Honestly, everyone has their stupidities, fuck knows I do. I'm refraining from telling everyone what their particular moronic ability is in this situation, because I have bigger fish to fry (i.e. My Stupidities). I just hope everyone comes out unscathed, or relatively so anyway. Honestly, I don't see a happy ending in this whole situation. Also, no one is a winner in this, and nothing I've heard apart from one friend saying they have "washed their hands of situation" will be of any help, it's all just so much more fuel for the fire. Whatever.

So there you go, all my bullshit in a nutshell. And to those who know about the last melodrama I wrote about and read this blog, or stumbled on it by accident - please do not get me involved. If you know about it, then you know what else I have to deal with too...so please, let me do one thing at a time. Appreciate it.

Lee.

P.S. I do believe that the finger that got broken working with a certain construction company is finally showing some nerve damage (ring finger on left hand). My finger tip has lost sensation, and it's been like that for a couple moths now. Fantastic really.