Mmmmmmuffins!

So, I was dicking around here a bit, and noticed I hadn't posted since last Friday! Wow....usually I don't go that long at all. It's the result of my new policy on my posting habits-particularly regarding what I am willing to post here, and what I want kept secret from most people.

Well, regardless of that policy, I am here now on Wednesday night, with a bit of a stomach ache (must be my TOM haha), listening to the Pixies, and wishing MSN would fix it's servers so I can check my email already. Yes, I am expecting something important haha.....well, not that important, but it would be nice to have access to my email account. I'll kill time here instead.

Just baked some muffins.....oatmeal raisin of course.....I take the instant-just add egg and H2O-oatmeal muffin mix, then add a bunch of raisins and brown sugar....mmm.....good stuff for reals. Yeah, I'm eating still, regardless of my stomach cramps......it happens, I'm just glad the instances between cramps and the pain intensity has died down somewhat as I've learned to manage my diet a little bit better. Same goes for thos migraines I had as a kid and stuff.....I'll still get these wicked two day long headaches and stuff that can be really blindingly painful, but I learned it was 50/50 need for glasses, and diet, combined with stress.

My mom says I'm smart for my age, since I told her about my plan to keep the headaches down. We usually swap migraine horror stories, but hers have always been worse then mine, she just cares about my pain more....being my mom and all haha....but she was very impressed I smartened up in my early twenties. Of course, I have more time to think about it....I'm single, childless, and in university with a sometimes easy-going schedule......at my age, she was a working mother, can't imagine there's much time to manage chronic pain if you never get a moment to yourself.

I wonder if my email is available? Microsoft, what is up with your server? My email account is unavailable, my MSN messenger itself cut out not to long ago, and contacts who I know aren't home, but leave their MSN to "away", all now say "online".......friggin crazy man.

OK.....maybe I'll bust.....even if it's not back up and all that yet....I have no desire to post more than this at all....especially since I've done nothing but ramble from the get-go.......a bientot!