Yello!

What's shakin' kids? Got a bit of a beer buzz on, and I'm not tired, so let's post.

Been an eventful week, not for me necessarily, but for those around me....definitely affecting me. I never show emotions, but trust me, I have them....the empathy has been kicked into high gear too. I obviously can't feel what they feel, but sometimes it feels close....I just get so wrapped up in everything, but I'm still glad I was there to talk, maybe even to help, I don't know if I did...but I tried.

On to what now pales in comparison, but at the same time affects me directly-my life. Pretty slow night for the most part, went to Ian's for some chicken stir-fry, went shopping in the biggest Superstore ever and bought over $100 in groceries, and came home and basically drank by myself and watched a movie. I needed the relax time, so I guess it worked...I do hate the idea of drinking alone though, seems so wrong. I never did get into the Jack Daniels I bought, so that's my saving grace in this story.

Spent Friday night alone, hurting myself on the chin up bar (which I did again today-my arms are dead).....until at almost midnight Ian and Gord stop in....well, we decide to go play pool....head to one Dooley's, closed.....head to another, this one in friggin Bedford-there's a buzz-in system that we watched some dude use before we got out of the car.....screw that......ended up coming back here and hanging out, until the time came for the two to go help run Ian's roommates buddy to the airport to catch his 5AM flight....I opted out of that myself....I guess I missed a comical event however...apparently buddy was rip-roaring drunk and basically had to be carried to his flight and told what to do. Oh well....drunk airport trip will have to wait for another time.

Now I'm listening to the neighbours upstairs make a huge racket.....listened to their bad rap/dance music for hours, now this mysterious banging is annoying the hell out of me. Be nice if they got evicted already.....learn to handle your booze you pussies....banging around....shut up already!.....fuckers....doesn't help I've been drinking and I'm tired.....anyway....to hell with them. Going to bed soon.

Nighty night.