Where'd The Optimism Go?

Moods blow. I seem to be pulling this back-and-forth thing now. Maybe it's because the weather is shit, I don't know. I'm sick of all the raining. The snow storm was fine, I mean, all that snow and cold does suck, but it rains so much in this city, the snow was a decent change of pace. Anyway, it's killed my optimism that I had all last week, or was that two weeks ago? The days are melting together at this point-not surprising, I'm used to a certain class schedule, and that's over with now, so it's all about having an entire day to myself-day after day.

Not sure when I'll be heading to the Valley for Christmas.....but it'll definitely be as late as possible. I just made plans for an old-school barn party on the 23rd, so most likely that'll be the day I go. I have little-to-no desire to go home, not sure why, but I just don't. My mom always said one day I'd probably never show up for Christmas, and I always said "yeah right. as if"...but here we are, very close to that occurring. I think she meant it though as a "you'll meet someone and go spend Christmas with her family" thing, or a " you'll end up with kids, and I'll have to come visit you" thing...That's pretty far off however, the only way I'd be having kids is if a sperm donor bank opened up in HFX and they paid good hahaha.

Speaking of, I talked to Melissa last night about her Christmas party this coming Friday, and I totally forgot she gave those invited the "plus 1" option. It's funny, everyone I know in HFX is probably already invited hahaha.....oh well.....last year I used it on Nick and Sophie (I know, +2, but I stick it to the rules). I'm very used to being single, so showing up on my own is no skin off my back. I'm psyched about getting dressed up personally. I'm not much of a fashionable guy by any stretch of the imagination, but I can look pretty damn good when I want to I think, especially now, since I cleaned out my closet recently and found I had quite the collection of GQ wear. I will be a sexy bitch this Friday night and in the Christmas spirit-brought on by drinking the spirits, or beer, or whatever is under the sink.....

Well, time to cut this short, it's now 8PM, and since we are not practicing tonight, I get to watch all the awesome Sunday night cartoons....which is good, since this is the only time I actually care to watch TV. I know, a brand new big TV with digital cable, and I couldn't care less really.....I'll even watch everything tonight in my room on my crappy old TV mom gave me, you know, the one that's almost as old as me?

Anyway, I'm out.


EDIT: 9:54PM I've meant to mention this before, but I always forget to, since I have no idea how many people come here (my blogspot homepage has forever said 32 views), leave a comment or something. I keep hearing from time to time from individuals that they read this, but now I'm curious.....hmmm.....on second thought, do I really want to know? Dammit, now I'm conflicted.....

EDIT EDIT: Here's your optimism buddy! This is the "Single For How Long Test"

Temporary Single You are likely to be single for about 40% of your life!

If you're not already with someone, then it's doubtful you'll need to wait for long. You seem to have the right stuff to be one side of the big c-word (that's couple by the way). If you're not serious about the person you're with then they'd better start getting worried, as you're likely to find someone else before you're even out of your current relationship.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 23% on SingleQuotient

Link: The Single for how Long Test written by hadz on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test