Ahhhhh

Sick, tired, and sore right now. It crept up on me all day.....but now, since roughly 6 PM or so, I've been really feeling it, and it's just getting worse. I had to cancel the three song set with Craig and Jon tonight.....I'm sure they'll do fine without a bass, really.....I just can't make my way down there, wait to play, play, and come back. Not gonna happen the way I feel. The last thing I went out for is soup-made sure I did it before I completely collapse. This girl I talked to at one of our shows works at Superstore....I was wondering if I'd ever see her again. Didn't say "hi" or anything though, head was too foggy to realize it was her until after I had completely left that section. Oh well, I'll go back next Wednesday night at the same time, hahaha.

Oh yeah, I have a new tactic, it's basically built upon the idea of trying as many different avenues at once as possible-i.e. regular dating....I know, but it's new to me. Usually I just focus my energy on one girl, but that needs to change. I've been stuck in this high school mentality of hooking up and immediately being bf/gf-it won't and can't work that way any more. So yeah, I will be, for the time being I think, a commitment-phobe, or whatever that made up word is. Makes sense, since I honestly don't know how long I'll be in Halifax-forever, or only for the next four months. Seriously, if the Public Service of Canada offers me something good out of town, I'm a ghost. Halifax is too expensive for me right now at the moment anyway, if I move someplace with a lower cost of living, it would just be a smart move.

So, with all that in mind, I have started getting myself to live as if it'll be my last four months here, just in case. Oh yeah, that's my other new thing, being completely honest with people. A year ago, I might have kept my mouth shut about maybe moving, or anything to do with dating....but life's to short to dick around I think. I will, at times on this blog however, keeps things vague from time to time to protect various people's identities.

I also put a link in the title again, it takes you to wikipediabooks.......specifically, the humor books page. I read some of that stuff late into the night on Monday because I couldn't turn away. Take note however, some of it is offensive as FUCK!

Oh God, in the twenty minutes I've taken to type and edit this, I feel even worse....my back hurts the most for some reason-I haven't been coughing too much, but I did kill it lifting/carrying Andrew's bass amp all night last weekend, so maybe now that I'm sick and miserable I can really feel it. Blah.

I'm gonna watch High Fidelity and pass out. Nighty night kids.