Thursday, November 24, 2005

So Confused...

(See Title Above)...

Thinking of axing this thing, maybe I just need to let people in more often, rather than blab everything across the web. As someone said to me the other day, I do have people I can talk to about what's going on in my head, so maybe I should look towards that as an option. Plus it looks like there may be someone new who I can discuss things like that with, who I'm beginning to suspect may in fact read this thing, but I'm not sure...they're pretty good themselves about keeping things secret.

Basically, I think I should look towards the option of choosing who in fact gets to hear my inner thoughts, because I am not totally comfortable with this thing as it is. In fact, if it's ever brought up in person, I'll go silent on the issue. It's not to say it didn't help me when I needed to work some stuff out, it's just that a silly blog can't replace human beings.

So, look forward to this thing becoming a silly update of what I have done, rather than how I feel. I'd rather use that information to help invest in actual relationships with people. I guess, those trust issues I've had are finally beginning to go away....thank the Lord...haha


Cheers.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

there are times when friends can be your shoulder, other times all it takes is for you to read what you've already wrote, and take action. Remember, no one is unique with their thoughts, beliefs, and ideas. Stand strong and remember you have brothers who want nothing but the world for ya bud. Peace.

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