I'm Popular!

I guess enough people read this, that when I take a break for a day or so, I'm told to hurry up and put another post up. Yay me. I have been purposely avoiding posting until I can figure out what has been most on my mind lately, but since it will most likely never be figured out, at least not in the forseeable future, I'll blab about whatever here.

KNA EP release tomorrow night at the Seahorse....I've been so busy lately, I've hardly had time to think about it...don't get me wrong, I'm practicing, but I haven't thought about actually playing. Since I've apparently had other issues on my mind though, it's no small wonder. I've just been fixated lately on this thing (no sorry, I still won't tell) so much that everything else has seemed like I'm not even there. Everything gets done, but I just don't notice it as much. I am soooo out there right now aren't I? Hahaha one of these days people, I'll let you in on my secret. Let's just say that I have gotten a bit better at being a bit selfish and down to earth....hmmm...does that even say what I want to say? Probably not. It's not a bad selfish, it's just that I used to ignore what I really wanted-instead I would just do what was the "smart" thing to do ...pffft...frig that crap....sometimes being wrong IS being right. It's taken me a while to learn that, but I think I got it.

Goodnight.



Edit: I'm here finishing up my homework, and it dawns on me that it really is no secret at all...I still don't care, anyone who calls me on it gets 10 bonus points.

Edit Edit: I just can't let this go I guess...have you ever had a feeling that something was TOTALLY going to happen, even though you had been given no reason or indication that it would ever at any point happen? That is at the root of what I'm dealing with-for some reason, maybe it was my brain shutting me up, or something else, but for one moment-a split-second really, I felt so assured about this one thing a while back....now that feeling is haunting me....wow, that brings us back to the title of this blog....cosmic....

I'm feeling naked here...don't like it....I'm out....